(This letter was in Pacey's trash folder.)

Dear Joey,

There's so much I want to say to you about what's happened. But somehow, no matter how hard I try, I can't find the words - and you know that's strange since we are some of the most verbose, prolific teens to ever wander the halls of Capeside High. But I don't know, as I replay that night in my mind, I almost can't believe it happened. Don't get me wrong, I'm so glad it happened but I can't believe it.

A part of me always thought you'd choose Dawson. Even if you chose me for the summer, and me as your senior year boyfriend, in the end, I thought you'd chose him. And the fact that you shared your first time with me - it's something that means so much to me and I'll keep close to my heart forever. Although I don't regret the choices I've made, I can't help but wish I'd saved my first time for you.

I don't really have a point to this. I don't even know if I'll send this to you. Every time I think about you, my head starts spinning because I can't believe that you love me just as much as I love you. But after last weekend, I finally believe that you do.

All my Love,
Pacey